PREFIGURING SOLAR PANELS
SLEEPING ON OUR ROOFTOP FOR 23 NIGHTS
NIGHT 22
‘In the Morning Birds Were Singing’ – this is the title of a book compiling poetry and prose from members of Stories and Supper – an amazing group that tackles the narratives around immigration and brings people together with food and fellowship. They come up on the roof today to recite these stories of migration, loss and love.
NIGHT 21
8am on a Thursday morning and I love it here in this moment. It may be cold but it’s beautiful - so beautiful. Birds fart back and forth. That was some kind of autocorrect and it has me laughing as I imagine the soundtrack to this peaceful morning. I bask in the sun. Glorious seems a good word.
night 19
On the way home from school G laughs as we simultaneously point out a rising moon low and large on the horizon and the setting sun. I can almost feel the earth spinning. I type into the screen tucked tightly into the sleeping bag. Timings are confused as this journal entry arrives late - written as Night 20 approaches.
night 18
Full moon. Well almost. Visibility: very good. Crowdfunder is at £78,412 as I write this at 20.00 on Monday 5th December evening. It is hard to believe we’ve been up here 18 nights. Apparently this is an artic maritime airmass. I think of the container ship crews I met in lockdown, boarding ships bound for Finland, Shanghai and New York. Of what the shipping forecast means to them and of how we never used to check the weather so much.
NIGHT 16
Some say that living in the Mistral winds of the South of France makes people lose their minds. I always thought I would be immune to that. I love the wind. But I really don’t like it here on the roof. Or, I don’t like its effects manifest on polythene sheeting whipping up and down.
night 8
I spend time (though not as much as I would like) looking at birds. Watching how a seagull lands to grab something edible from nearby pigeon spikes, understanding the city from above as an interconnected archipelago of ecosystems. There is an archive image (that I may have imagined as I struggle to re find it), of a stile leading onto what was once the common land that began at the end of our street.
NIGHT 7
I managed to film a distant fox surveying the railway tracks but the magpies teased me with their raspy chatter and stayed just out of reach and camera view. It’s a wet and windy evening and we’re not through the tasks of the day -including an online parents evening. The need for sleep is strong.
NIGHT 6
Big day. Up the cold rungs of the ladder, collecting the bedding shoved out of the windows and getting all shipshape. It felt calm on the ground but up here it’s unnervingly windy. One of the lamp stands snapped in half and was hastily gaffer taped together for the photo shoot that happened today.
A spider joins me. Precarious in the eddying air currents.